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| I did it... I screwed it all up with her...screwed it all... I disgust myself... If only she knew how I feel for her...If only... If only I didnt do that...If only... If only she would give me one more chance...If only... I love you...I really love you...If ever you come here, if ever you see this page of mine, you know who you are... I love you... Someone, anyone, just kill me and let me die...Just so that I can rid myself of all the pain that this fucked up heart of mine is having, so that my fucked up brain stops thinking about life without her...So that I can die... Please? Somoene? Anyone? Please? *sigh* | | |
| Kill Kill. Die Die Die. Suicide Is Painless. Murder Murder. STRESS STRESS STRESS. Not One, Not None, But Two. Why Why Why? Why Must It Be Me? Why Not Anyone Else? Is Suicide Really Painless?
*sigh*
P.S: Thanks Paula for the technique...Visit her blog
people, www.nigga2please.blogspot.com
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| *Where is your boy tonight,
I Hope he is a gentleman,
And maybe he wont find out what I know,
You were the last good thing about this part of town*
Hello people, how are all of you doing?
I'm good thanks, past few days have been good as well.
I just came back from Singapore on Sunday evening. Why was I in Singaproe you ask? Because of my dad's wedding. Yes, you read correctly, MY DAD'S WEDDING.
Yeah, my dad married a Singaporean lady who is in her mid-fourties and has one daughter who is 18. My mom's (step-mom) name is Manjit, and my sister's name is Kavita. They are both really nice people, I especially feel really connected with my sister.
My mom loves shopping, so thats a good thing.
Well, for those who are reading this now, and I honestly think that there is not more than a handful of people who are, party at my house on this Friday.
Why is there a party you ask? Once again I shall repeat, MY DAD'S WEDDING.
So there you are, the reason for the party at my house this Friday
So if you can come, or if you want to come, gimme a call or drop me a message on MSN or something, cause I need to know how many people are coming and inform my dad....
By the way, according to my dad, "Tell your friends that if they want to come, they have to bring either 2 crates of beer, a bottle of whisky or 2 bottles of wine." Dont listen to him, cause he only drinks beer hehehe.... But of course, if you wanan bring beer, whisky or wine, it's fine by me, the more the merrier....not sure if i wil have enough cash to buy the liqour or not and I dont think so either, so yeah, have fun =)
Anyways, till next time, CIAOZZ!!! | | |
| Hi peeps....
Welcome back to my blog....again....
Well, had fun, the rest of last week was good....Went to a party, Yumi's party with Paula and Fiona, met up with their dad later on....He is a cool guy (who seems to like me, I dunno why...Remember the hugs Paula? hehehe). Later, we chilled with Alfian, Abes and Shah, who sent me home afer that...
Was supposed to go jungle trekking with the two hotties (Paula and Fiona) and their dad the next day, but I overslept hehehe....So there goes jungle trekking....I'm sure there'll be another time right? 
On monday, dad and bro went to Singapore, so I had the house all to myself.
Called a few people over, namely, Shyam, Sue Ann, Paula, and Abes. Thanks alot for the Chivas and Vodka Sue, really appreciate it =) I had fun hehehe....
And to Paula, Shyam and Abes, thanks for your company, I hope you guys had fun too? Hehehe....
Didn't go to class on Tuesday cause I did not see a point in going all the way to Sunway just for one, one hour class. YES, I did go to class on Wednesday, which is today mind you....hehehehe....
Dammit, I still need to go for my tutorials, I have not even gone for one yet this week...SHIT!
Also, we had a statistics mid-term exam today. 4 questions (there were only 4 questions in the exam) and 50 minutes after the exam started, we had a committee meeting, cleared alot of stuff...
In other news, I will be going to Singapore this weekend, those who know why, well, you all know why....
Apologies to Alfian for not being able to make it for your birthday man....Sorry dude....*Takpe la Alfian, kan ada Paula, Shah and Abes? Boleh la beb hahaha, gi lepak ngan Abang Joe Hidayah la hehehe...Boleh shisha sampai mampus, dapat special shisha ngan otak-otak promotion hehehe =P*
Anyways, I shall be taking my leave now, I shall see you guys around, and I shall post another post when I post another post hehehe....
P.S: Paula, you stole my trademark!!! 
Bye!
*If life was a box of chocolates, we would all have diabetes - Forest Chomp* | | |
| Hi...
I'm officially single now, as of Thursday, September 1st, 2005.
Highlights Of My Week (Up Till Friday):
This week in uni was screwed up, actually the week itself was pretty screwed up (up till now).
- Went to class on Monday, skipped my economics lecture cause Abes, Shyam and I were playing lucky.....Later in the evening, Abes and I followed Shyam to go for a seminar/meeting/attempted-brain-washing-session, held by the oh so kind people of "Lampè Bèrgér". Did not sit through it for even a minute, was just walking around the place the whole time....
- Did not go to uni on Tuesday, missed a management lecture and a law workshop (a workshop is almost the same as a lecture, actually it IS an additional lecture) as well, went to Hartamas later in the evening and bored myself to death there...no beer, no liqour, no alcohol at all
 , plus I was ditched (I was "fong fei keied") by 'Someone". Wednesday was a holiday (MERDEKA!!!),
- Can't remember what I did on wednesday, I think, I repeat, I THINK, I stayed home and slept till late.
- On Thursday, I overslept and ended up missing my law lecture. Went for my stats lecture where Mr.Tee (stats lecturer) made fun of my dad, but blegh, I couldn't care less. Proceeded to go for my management tutorial, only to find out that the lecturer was on medical leave, again. Had lunch with Shyam and Abes and decided not to go for my economics workshop, cause I was tired and wanted to go home to get some rest, but we ended up sitting in "Pink Shop" from 2.30pm right up till 8pm, gambling...This was also the same day, although a little later in the evening, where I went back to bachelorhood.
- Friday, I overslept again, and ended up missing my stats lecture, workshop, AND my tutorial AND also my economics tutorial. Why you ask? cause I was just sitting in the mamak shop near uni, chatting with Shyam, Abes, Careen, Prema and a few other people. Later we went out with the rest of Shyam's gang (Oak, Afro, Arvin, Menaka, Sarika, Kumar) and also Abes to have a banana leaf lunch in Bangsar. Came home at about 8, and left the house at 11 to chill with Abes, Alfian and Shah, met up with Aina later after that.
So far, that has been my week up till now....
And with my missing that many classes, I don't know why I was thinking so hard on Monday evening that "I WILL NOT MISS ANYMORE LECTURES AND/OR TUTORIALS AND/OR WORKSHOPS IF I CAN HELP IT". In total, I only went for two lectures and one tutorial for the week, yes I know, it's bad.
Hopefully, the next few days will be better, hoping to have some fun on the weekend....
And YES, I do plan on going for ALL my classes next week, save for Friday, cause I will be in Singapore for my dad's wedding.
Well, I guess that will be all for today, I shall see you guys on my next post, bye!
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